Watching, Waiting, and Dreaming

Watching my life deteriorate 

waiting to see the light at the end of the tunnel
dreaming of ah better life

watching everyone else life ah better life
waiting for that to come for me
dreaming of what i think should happen

watching everyone walk past me
waiting to be helped out of this hole that was dug so deep
dreaming of my messed up future

watching my tears fall
waiting of them drop from my face
dreaming of ah better way out

watching my self fall to the ground hard
waiting to get up but too weak
dreaming that ill get stronger..